January 17, 2012
what i found when looking for darren’s email.

what i found when looking for darren’s email.

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January 17, 2012

last time this happened, I turned into an artsy fuckin’ hipster. We’ll see what happens this time.what happened last time

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Filed under: public mental notes the last time i was in this spot 
January 17, 2012
I was one of these kids. this was my childhood. along with playing with the kids in your block.

I was one of these kids. this was my childhood. along with playing with the kids in your block.

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January 17, 2012

word selection

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January 15, 2012
OHHH

OHHH

(Source: notendo)

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January 15, 2012

everything in my life has been structured around this game for the past few years since they announced the release in late 2007. Now as I look for something new in life, I need to throw this game away into the past so i can focus on my future.

OR… I can just let this consume me… and kill me. goodbye cruel world, i’m off to do crazy shit.

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January 15, 2012

where are my friends when I need to talk to them? worst day to wake up on the wrong side of my bed. It’s just that… it’s still a vulnerable time for me, and I guess the whole week finally hit me when i got up this morning. Now, I’m sitting at a loss of what to do… I just wish I could actually stop lamenting.

the flashes and thoughts of blood everywhere are back. I feel so feeble right now. why…

why….

why!?!?

I just want this too all begone from my mind. I have a life to focus on, but this I guess was really important to me, and it was ruined (in a sense). I’m gonna give hiatus a shot. People depress me right now. Motoproto, if you read this, find me please, before I do something stupid. 

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January 15, 2012

why am I still such a wreck? =C I thought life would be better than this. well I guess i don’t have everything off my back yet. sigh. these terrors will haunt me.

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January 15, 2012
looking back

I’ve been missing out in my life. I feel so free with so many burdens free off my back. While I am still a lil bummed out, life moves on, and I don’t wanna fall behind… again.

My tattoo ideas are back. A few years ago I thought about it really hard, and I feel like it would do me good. The idea of Arrows on my feet, so every morning I would wake up, and it would remind myself to never look back, and always move forward.

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Filed under: I think of this shit when longing for drug 
January 14, 2012
heehhehehehe

heehhehehehe

(Source: highexpectationsasianfather)

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